15th April 2008
Don't Give Up

So much has changed in the past six months. Had some pretty life changing experiences. But yeah, life is getting pretty stressful... but I guess in the context of things the challenges we face now are so miniscule. So don't give up, cos I'm not going to. I know a several people in my life at the moment who might be feeling this way so here's a song I wrote. Hope it's encouraging

Don't - winston chong

don't give up
there's so much to do
in this world

don't give up
theres so much you can do
and i know you can

and don't give up because tomorrow is a new day
as the sun rises all of yesterday fades away
in the morning there is new hope
another chance to live again
so don't give up
don't give up
don't give up

even if you feel the world is crumbling around you
even if you feel like its all a lie
and if you feel like your slowing bleeding
suffocating under the watch of their eyes

and you don't know who you are anymore

don't give up, don't give up
there are people who love you,
don't give up, don't give up
because even if nobody else does,

I believe in you,

because i know who you can be
and i know who you really are

Why do i only write in  my blog when i have something im screwed for due? or exams? or law essays?

I call it the "im screwed but i still can't be bothered studying so i'll waste time blogging" phenomenon.

Well anyways, as usual im bitching over another law essay this time its constituional law.. don't get me started.

But yeah not much has been happening lately... but.. i stumbled upon something yesterday

For those of you who waste your hours on youtube... i have something bigger better (and more wholesome) for you...

wait for it..

GODTUBE.COM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"the christian youtube"
-Newsweek

"one of the hottest sites on the internet"
-Newsweek

"GodTube Rules!"
- Rolling Stone

So yeah, anyway some dude came up with an idea to have a christian video uploading site. At first you might think wtf what kind of crap are they gonna upload there but there is actually some really funny stuff. Theres also some really touching and inspiring videos on there too. A few of my favourites (sorry dont know how to add them into my blog):

Baby Got Book

Skit to the song Everything by Lifhouse

What will you do the next time porn strikes?

Grandmothers against Gangsta rap

so sick of legal theory

So Sick- Neyo remix feat DJ winston

Mmmm mmm no
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh No

Gotta change my answering machine, now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that I
can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cos i wasnt busy just before,
But i havent dont my legal theory essay yet gonna fail for sure
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get started on it)
And I'm smarter then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin' 'round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Bitchin' over you

And I'm so sick of legal theory
So tired of law
So done with reading crap,its all just such a bore
Said I'm so sick of legal theory so bad and slow
So why dont i just give essays.com a call?

Gotta fix that calender I have
Thats marked May 7th
Because the way im going now
Ill be handing it in on the 11th
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of justice
And legal rights
And how every philosopher says a different thing
Just don't know what to write

Thats the reason I'm so sick of writing this
So tired of reading
Whoever created this subject should take a real beating
Said I'm so sick of this essay, so tired of it all
So why dont i just give essays.com a call?

a    n i c e   b i g   C B F

have you ever felt like you just cbf with everything anymore? I think its a medical condition. I shall call it the winston sydrome (even though its probably just called laziness). But not matter how hard i try... I just can't bring myself to actually care about my exams. Ok i might have studied alot for the first one, but after my first exams i felt like my exams were over and i just totally cbf studying for the rest which is actually quite bad because i think i might have failed accounting. Oh yeah on that note... im NEVER TOUCHING ACCOUNTING AGAIN. Unless of course i failed it >_<. So yes... this is an accounting free zone.

Anyways. I can't wait til my exams are OVER. I've given up on studying. Only 3 hours and 55 minutes til my EXAM IS OVER. AND IM ON FREAKING HOLIDAYS which are incidentally too damn short. (sigh... 4 months ahahhaha)

Fuck why is the weather so shit today. Oh well take care peoples.

the fray - how to save a life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life us

I'm sorry